there's so many things i want to say to so many people. i wish i was strong enough to tell them all to their faces. well, hopefully i'll get to some of them.
1. where do i start? it hurts just thinking about it. where did we go? why did we change? could it have been prevented? it hurts to think that you can't tell me things, because we used to be so above that crap. it hurts because i know for a fact you lied to me. the sad thing is, i can sort of pinpoint a day where things started to change. really? because of a boy you didn't think i should give a chance? is that the breaking point for us? i hope this summer fixes us, somehow.
2. you-you hurt too. i know you're bitter. but god, do i miss us. i thought i would never mention you in a blog again, but you stay consistently in my life just enough for me to miss your presence. oh, and by the way...yeah, you could do way better. it's weird to think that SHE came after me. ick.
3. i hope this works out. who am i kidding? you know me, i know me. it probably won't. if only, if only...
4. i hated finding out today that your motives aren't what i thought they were. you made me cry. or i made me cry..i think i might have made up this great idea of what i thought you were, and how you felt..and when you said you couldn't live without me i believed you. but now that you know how i feel, you don't have time for me. i'm disappointed.
5. what the fuck would i do without you? really? WOW.
i'll continue these later.
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