"it's better to say too much, than to never say what you need to say again."

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

28 statements.

so i made 28 statements in may. may 26 to be exact. of course, a lot of things have changed since then. reading it, i remembered how good it felt to write those statements. sooooo here it goes again. if you want to see the ones from may, they're on my myspace blog. (so i guess i have blogged before?! haha)

Write twentyeight statements about twentyeight different people without saying who each statement is written about. They can be things you wish that you could say, things you wish that you would have said, or things that you would never say.

1. i don't exactly know why...but every time i think about you and her i get SO bitter. it's not that i'm jealous or that i like you more than as a friend.... i don't know how to explain it and no one understands what i mean...
2. i'm so glad you're alive.
3. i feel bad for you because they treat you like crap. even though the reason they treat you like that is because you treat them badly....still, i don't know...i wish they were a little more compassionate.
4. i'm sorry i lied to you...you have no idea.
5. i am never going to like you that, even though if i did we could totally work because you like me. stop trying, please!
6. you, on the other hand, wow. i wish i could turn my feelings on for you. you deserve it something better, but i don't think anyone else sees that. i need a distraction from you.
7. what gives you the right to be a bitch? you're not good at soccer. you're not a good singer. you're not even a good friend.
8. GET A LIFE.
9. you could do SO MUCH better than her.
10. i seriously love you. you're probably one of the most random people ever, but i'm so glad we're friends.
11. i wish you saw how amazing you are. everyone else sees it. you're not living to your full potential because all you see is your flaws.
12. why do you have to be so goodlooking? i've definitely wanted you since like...sophomore year. hahah.
13. we better stay friends after we graduate. how did i ever live without you?
14. seeing you smile always makes my day a little better.
15. i miss talking to you a lot. sad thing is, i know even if i make an effort now, we won't continue during college.
16. i miss talking to you, too. we ended on the most awkward terms and i wish we could go back to being friends...
17. it's sad that people use you, and you don't see it. thing is, i'd tell you...but i don't like you.
18. you're are the biggest two-faced bitch i've ever met. hahah you're so not worth anyone's time or effort. i like how your group of friends doesn't even like you.
19. i'm very...interested in you. all of a sudden, you're cute and really nice. hmmm.
20. you're really goodlooking... but i don't know what to do about it. haha.
21. everytime i see you're online, i want to im you and lecture you on how much i hate you. but obviously, i don't, because that's just as immature as you are.
22. your insults really do hurt me, even though i laugh them off.
23. your happiness is all a lie. she doesn't like you....
24. our relationship is so weird. i like you one minute, and you're annoying as hell the next. how were we ever best friends?
25. you're a horrible leader. and that prevents me from liking you on a personal level, basically ending our friendship.
26. my bitterness is mostly because of the way things between me and you have ended. i mean, did you really have to be that immature? you're holding a grudge over something that happened in august and look what that's caused. this is ridiculous. grow up!
27. i'm really glad i've gotten to know you. you're only a sophomore but we're pretty good friends. if it weren't for you and you alone, i would have quit completely. <3
28. i'm afraid you're going to die and we'll never have a chance to be everything i always imagined us being. you're going to leave in 6 months and i may never see you again. wow. i wish i could write back to you and tell you i loved you, but i don't think i could write it in words you'd understand.

man, i wish i got more than 28. hahah.
you can take a guess at which one is about you,
not that i'll tell you or anything. ;]

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